Hello Kay I know I have not been blogging anymore as new term start I became very busy.
My third aunt husband now got something in e liver. And now, it's e last stage. And it can't be removed as e tumor is too big. I became worried. my mother has e same thing when my uncle he had at first. I'm very scared that my mother would one day leave me alone. Ya she was right my brother will have their own families and they won't and can't support me. I have to be own my own. I will den meet e rocks deep inside. I will be depressed. Actually I'm vey afraid that this will happen to me. I have not spend enough time with my mother. I can't live without her. Im very afraid and I think that she can feel something wrong. I really can't take it. I can't think of anything if she really leave me. I hope god will give me more time to be with her and let her see me till I have my own family and she can always be with me. I love you mummy. Don't ever leave me.
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