Hello. I'm back. Lol. Wasn't feeling well. My waist hurt lots. Very suan also don't know why. Haha. Maybe always lying down on my bed? Lol. Yesterday took my certificate. Sigh. I got 78. Haha. At least pass la:) teacher was late thus I wait and it rain and I didn't bring any brolly. Thus I walk in e rain, e feel is so good but... I have to protect my cert and my phone. Lol. So cover it under my shirt. Haha. Although wasn't any better. Haha.
I know now I'm talking bull shit here already. I'm sick of my life. Sigh. In reality there wouldn't be any fairytales. Will there be any beautiful story? Will people be different? Will I be different? I'm loss of words. It's time to wake up to e reality. It's time to stop dreaming. It's time to stop thinking things that wouldn't be true. There's no true. There's black. There's grey. But there's no white. You wouldn't be there for me whenever I need you. You wouldn't know what am I thinking. You wouldn't know I need you so much. You wouldn't think I was so lonely. You wouldn't think I was so bored.
Today I think a lot. But my mind is blank. I couldn't think. I couldn't control my mind. I'm tired already. I don't want to think anymore. I love e rain. I love e rainbow after rain. If life can be like this it would be how much better.

♥ 9:18 AM

Hello! I'm thinking of holiday. Mine is Suberin freaking bored but no choice. I have to save money I don't have money lo. No money to buy computer. I need money to buy computer despo much. I'm still short of tons of money. Sigh wonder how could I live now. I need money! Buy computer! But I'm living my life like a walking corpse! Ahhh. I'm Suberin uber bored. I'm still very uber pending for 14 Dec sigh time goes so slow:(!okay that's all first. I'm tired now. Already 5am le:( haha. Zai hor? :D and please anymore drama watch if now really become corpse le la. Good night:D
Love, Jennifer

♥ 1:00 PM

Hello! I'm here. Finally finish my guzheng exam! I'm so damn relax! :D! But I waiting impatiently for my results. It will be out on 28 nov. Wahh so fast hor but I'm already very impatient. Hahaha! Lol.. Now wanted to find a part time job but I feel so lan duo. Haha. I'm done now also nothing special bye!

♥ 8:15 AM

Hello. I had finish reading ps i love you. And quite nice so decided to go for e where rainbow blah blah blah I forgot.
I'm always rotting at home already. Not very often but I feel so freaking bored and nothing to do. You rather go pay $100 also don't want go shopping den don't say have no time. Piss me off when I don't have $$ and I ask her go also. Cause she pay. I don't give a damn right now. My mind is already filled bout how I should do well in my exam. Ahh. I need shop for decent clothing to go exam. As to give a good impression. Ahh causes $$ again. It's next next week. Just 11 more day. I felt so stressed up again. Slowly enuff I envy those who doesnt have to think or memorize anything more in this holiday. They just so.. Stress-free. I felt so miserable.
Yeah I'm jealous. Filled with envy. Why I have to go thru this? Sigh. I'm already tired. Fine anyway one last time already.
I know you are sure having a great holiday. I just wanted to tell you how much I miss you. How much I needed you to be my side. How much I wanted to forget how alone I was. How I needed a shoulder to cry on. How long since I ever cry? Ha. It mean nothing.
That's all now bye.

♥ 11:27 AM

Hey! I'm selling iPhone or iPod touch screen protecter! And I had still lots of weird thing like some type of candle which is you blow it will light blow again gone. Quite interesting. Im going to open a blogshop temporary to clear this stock. I will post my URL at here. Please do come visit. And ya, screen protecter. I have mirror and also privacy type de. I'm selling $7 and $6 respectively. Do drop me an email if you are interested. At brokensmile-qirl@live.com or do contact me by asking thru email den I will give. Thanks!

♥ 9:32 AM

Hello I'm back with a piss off mood!
You take my money like urs den you come kp me say I never save money. Fuck you la. I help you pay bills with my own money de leh. I save from 200+ to 700+ already but then you ask me help you pay bills use my money but den you never pay me back. I also need to spend de leh. You also never always give me allowance. I still néed pay ownself my phone bill de leh. I'm broke already and you still owe me! I don't care Liao la. I'm going to spend!

♥ 12:18 AM