Hello! okay i knew that i had not being blogging for e past few week to months. I was sick also. coughing and runny nose. Okay common test was over, gotten e marks that i wasnt feeling nice. I decided not to say as i had already be sad for this results le so what for rub e salt in my wound?

This few days i had thought of a lot if things. I know i wasn't e one for you but i stupidly wait. I asked myself what for i did this? It is just too stupid to believe others. I just shouldn't. It's time for me to wake up and you was maybe not worth waiting. When we just know each, things were going too dramatic already okay whenever i felt sad i would talk to you. Now i recall i think that i was stupid. Now i was already listening to e same song. 梦醒时分。This song really lets make me wake up. Sadness can't be avoid. Love can be inseperated but sometime love could also be seperated. Really felt so stupid to like a person that i shouldn't even think about. Heart is all covered with scars. Life sucks.

I had made my decision. I know you still love her every much. And i know i will be stupid if i continue waiting. So just to make my heart felt fair for me, 1 more days. If no message, i would know it was e heaven's idea. Some people i don't need to wait forever. Although life sucks, but this is life. Life is just to be continued. E wrong is done means it's done. E hurt is done means it's done.

This is what i felt. I don't know what you are thinking. Since you love her so much what for you gave me hope?! This hurt me more.

Time for this to be end. I made my decision once again. I need to study grades are already slighty decreasing. I MUST STUDY! REAL MUST! TOMORROW WOULD BE E LAST DAY OF PLAY AND NO MORE! STUDY!

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