Hello. I'm back. Lol. Wasn't feeling well. My waist hurt lots. Very suan also don't know why. Haha. Maybe always lying down on my bed? Lol. Yesterday took my certificate. Sigh. I got 78. Haha. At least pass la:) teacher was late thus I wait and it rain and I didn't bring any brolly. Thus I walk in e rain, e feel is so good but... I have to protect my cert and my phone. Lol. So cover it under my shirt. Haha. Although wasn't any better. Haha.
I know now I'm talking bull shit here already. I'm sick of my life. Sigh. In reality there wouldn't be any fairytales. Will there be any beautiful story? Will people be different? Will I be different? I'm loss of words. It's time to wake up to e reality. It's time to stop dreaming. It's time to stop thinking things that wouldn't be true. There's no true. There's black. There's grey. But there's no white. You wouldn't be there for me whenever I need you. You wouldn't know what am I thinking. You wouldn't know I need you so much. You wouldn't think I was so lonely. You wouldn't think I was so bored.
Today I think a lot. But my mind is blank. I couldn't think. I couldn't control my mind. I'm tired already. I don't want to think anymore. I love e rain. I love e rainbow after rain. If life can be like this it would be how much better.

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